My life, a strategic battle field of emotions waiting for the blankets to cover the cold air brushing my confidence. If I said moving though every day was easy, I would sound like I was saying every driver loves to ease of the accelerator, unfortunately that's impossible. Sure I have the support system the size of Asia, but sometimes it feels like they understand only as much as the brain of an ant. What am I left to do...Move on. As hard as it sounds sometimes all I can do is accept the issues that arouse my intolerable emotions and simply set forth on a new journey. Sometimes you have to be pushed back to move forward. It feels like everything in my life is run by that basis. There are days when I feel like the burden put before me is just a mere antidote for filling the feelings that the higher does not want me to have. Unfortunately I always back track. I think it though and I realize the stagnant thoughts I posses are nothing but a figment of how I imagine my life to be. From everything that self destructs I gain knowledge and whether I like it or not its how the course was planned out. The reactions to those minor infractions are what matters. I can chose to be like the fake beggar for sympathy or I can evoke the true meanings of what I don't understand. Moving forward is all I can do. I'm not going to let the past chase me into what I feel I cannot achieve today.